(okok i know that's not very interesting right?)
and finally.
yes i love you my dear piggy! yesyes i do!! haha thank you for enduring all my crappyness and randomness. may you continue to grow in your faith and be the light for God for those around you. LOVE YOU LOTS ! ! !
-tiffany(:
hahahaha see my wonderful hand!! mhm i think it potrays me really well. see the smiley face. (: hahah. remember. i'm tiffany aka (:!!
there were once 5animals
that lived
in the sunny island called
singapore
there was
giraffe,
lion,
polar bear,
elephant
and a piglet
who is really a pig. :p
they led normal lives
until one day..
a guy who really liked animals and wax..
came along
he made friends with the animals
and they all soon became
good friends
they really made out a really nice group.
in fact
they got really nice that
they became crazy.
in fact.
retarded.
and they were sooo retarded
they wanted to show the world
how retarded
they are.
and hence.
they founded the zoo
called the "the retarded zoo"
tsk. such a retarded name.
anyways,
after they set the zoo up
they came upon the idea
to have some decorations
and they brought ferns in
how nice.
ok
and then
they lived happily ever after.
(:
(:
the end.
wah that was seriously lame. okok. that story is just a make up story ok. not true one. hahah.
today was okay. except we had to run 5rounds. ewwww. i don't like mrs chan. hahah. and i proved to myself and the class that i can't kick a football. hahah. we were playing football. and i like couldn't kick it properly. here's my stategy of kicking a black and white ball:
- i either take 1min to position the ball and kick it with little force or..
- the ball just go 45degrees from the direction i actually want it to go. ):
hahahahaha. BEHIND THE SCENES! of my home life x)
hahahah. so messy. tsktsk myself. its always like this when i start studying until....
END RESULT! after 10mins of cleaning up. it becomes like this. hahah. but comfirm one, in less than a day it will go back to square 1... >.<
okok i know was reallyreally random. i was looking at my table in disgust just now and decided to clean it up as i usually do. hahah. but this time.. with a pic first! bleah.
-tiffany
i want to hear Your voice
i want to touch You
i want to see Your face
i want to know You more(:
mhm. i think we should have a handbells blog. :D. designers for the skin anyone? i wanna post in it. if there's one. hahah. sandra just came up with the idea of having a handbells shirt when she saw mrs aw wearing the mg handbell shirt which was for when ms sim was a handbeller in mg sec. that was woah. long time ago. hahah. hopefully we really can have a shirt. that would be way cool. then we can wear it for japan trip. yeepiee. xD i wanna go for japan trip!!!!!! yesyesyes.i really do. hahah. it will be so fun. can talk crap all the time with the retarded handbell choir. heh.
-fernie
oh yeah i recently went abit crazy cos i am like saying i wanna watch the haffalump movie again!! hahahahahahah. its so nice lah. and cute. lumpy is sooo cute. hahahah.
-iloveLUMPY. fernie
today i got back my chem i and i PASSED!! whoots!! so happy. first time i pass my chem. hahah. and i seriously thought i was going to fail cos it was so difficult. thank God i pass. (: and. i think i screwed up my chinese. :( i like dunno my words lah!! i feel so sad now. i don't wanna get back my chinese test. nonono. okays so so far i passed most of my stuff except the maths quizs. i screwed my second one too. heh. well i improved by 2marks. hahah. so pathetic.
PASSED
- geog
- chem
- maths test 1
failed (haha so pai say must not put in caps :P)
- maths quiz 1
- maths quiz 2
UNKNOWN
- chinese (but i think i will screw it up ): )
- english
- history
NOT TAKEN
- bio
- lit
- maths quiz test 3
- maths test 2
- home econs (not looking forward to it )
- lit test 2
- geog test 2
- history test 2
wah i just realised i still have so many tests not done. so sad. :(
HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY! THANK YOU ALL FOR GIVING ME THE NICENICE PRESENTS (:
to my secret valentine((: ---- thank you for being my secret valentine and for everything else including the present! nicenicenice. :p. love you lots! (:
-tiffany
-tiffy
scene: in classroom during chinese. everybody doing zuo wen (chinese compo)
lipin: eh zhi yun, how you write this blablabla and blablabla?
(zhiyun writes for lipin)
*three minutes later
tiffany: eh zhiyun, how you write this blablabla word?
zhiyun: eh you know what, i am not a walking dictionary
tiffany and lipin: but you are sitting down!
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scene: in msn
(esther does something and giraffe copies)
esther: CAT!!!
tiffany and giraffe: meow
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amused... VERY. heeeeeeeee. :p apparently for the second one someone thinks that great minds think alike. whatever laah.
hahahahaha was just thinking about these 2 stuff during tuition. hahah. yeah i think they are hilarious. heh. wells today school was alrights i guess....
i passed my geog okay!! whopeededoo!! i was super worried that i would fail which is super bad cos geog is like my 2nd best sub, next to eng. and then i got 9.5/15!! happy and sad.. cos 9.5 is a B4 which isn't that good and if i just got 1MORE MARK, i could have gotten am a2 and 10.5 was the highest in my class!! shootsshootshoots. hmph. sigh the next test i wanna get a b3 at least and be one of the top people in my class!! wells.. 9.5 isn't a bad score really.. but still... 1MARK YOU KNOW. CAN SKIP 2GRADES!!!!
-tiffany
well i have.
have you ever talked on the phone in the toliet?
well i have.
have you ever got chased by a group of retarded people in orchard before?
well i have.
have you ever got hit with an object by a p1 girl?
well i have.
have you seen sec1 girls sitting in the canteen eating their food out of lunchboxes for recess?
well i have.
have you ran around your school for half an hour looking for masking tape?
well i have.
have you played following the leader in msn?
well i have.
have you counted down to say goodbye?
well i have.
have you gotten irritated with some people who are slow?
well i have.
have you cried in a movie before?
well i have.
have you been pushed into the lift before?
well i have.
have you gotten a real shock when someone just burst into the room?
well i have. and it isn't nice ok.
have you met a longlost friend recently?
well i have.
have you been pissed of with some people lately?
well i have.
have you seen people who love brown?
well i have.
have you heard of people who claim they carn swim when they really can?
well i have.
have you been retarded and crappy lately?
well i have. lots of times. :p
hahahaha that was super random ok. VERY. i have no idea why i just typed all that. bleah. x)
there's this song that we sang in church today. it goes something like this:
so much, i can't contain it
so much i got to give it away
your word, has taught me to live now
your love, is more than enough for me!
AMEN!! (:
-fernie
whee. feel like posting some pics in here. hahah
this is my amusing toy.i love it! hahah. apparently some people think it looks like a bird and other animals, but i think it looks like a FROG. cos it is one. heee
my chocolate heart!! whopee! stef jie gave it to for valentines day. hahah i'm happy(:
my angel! so cute right. i drew it, coloured it and decorated it. ((:
wohoo this is the show everyone's talking about.
hahah i think both joshua ang and shawn lee are cute. my mum think so too. hahah. but, shawn lee is better. heh. and the jerry person, he's acting is so cute lah!!
wells today got church. nice as usual. hahah. had lots of shocks today though. :x
-tiffany
then when we went back, cassie and jie yi were there INSTEAD of my group members. :( so we started. o.O unfortunately, lipin and i totally forgot that only masking tape can be used on painted walls. and we only bought double sided tape. so we ran round the whole school trying to find masking tape: sec school staff room, classrooms which have girls inside.. and finally you know where we found our masking tape? the PRI school staff room. so retarded. we got it from our p6 lao shi. she's so nice lah. (: she lend us, and finally we ran back to class half and hour since we left. so tiring k. first run in the rain, then run around the school. hmph. then we decorated and blah.. and then i left around 510pm. and then, mummy and i went to pick daddy up and as usual he take very long lah. i ate dinner at his office cos i din eat lunch. and then waited somemore, did some of the valentines day decor. and finally he was done. after that, we finally reach home like at 7? and then the stress started. i had history test the next day and i was freaking out.. and then i had 10maths qs to do. i was like deciding which one to do first then i decided to do my history first. after that i did my maths. then i revised my history and again cos i had no confindence. and i initially planned to do somemore of the valentines day thingy budden after a looong time, i suddenly remembered i got tingxie the next day!! somemore got alot. ahh i was totally freaking out. i just couldn't decided which one to skip cos they were all equally impt. and i was super tired and i knew i had a long day the next day. well i finally finish what i thought was the best i could do and then the end. zzzz
today handbells was quite fun. stressful too. mrs aw was asking us seniors (yeah SENIORS. so cool right (: ) to help the newbies. and then cos cynthia wasn't there, she asked me to watch the scholars. ahh. you know they are like sec3 super smart people and here i am a sec2? and somemore they talk better in malay. when mrs aw asked me, can you speak malay? and then i said no i'm full chinese. HAHAHA. but in the end she still ask me to watch over them. totally weird. the rest got sec1s lor. and there was like 5of them. so hard to see. wells, to be president must be able to look out at most people and hear the sound. i'm not too sure whether i wanna be president next time or not, cos i know it takes alot of effort. oh wells, if it's God's will whether i will be or not let it be. then our own prac, we started on a new song, supposedly for founder's day. so farnie right. that in july leh. but it is super difficult. i got G6 and A6 again. hahah my notes are always either C4 and D4, D5 and E5, or G6 G7, A6 A7. hahah shaleying is so fun, but can it can be deafening too. can be complicated too. anyways our new song is super difficult as i said, its so fast and so many quaver notes. and like everyone has shaley, so very hard to see if your note got shaley, cos got so many high notes!! ahh. then prisci was like huh cannot highlight. haiya nvm my notes i circle in circle, tiffany's notes i circle in triangle and cynthia's notes square okay? hahah so she brought it home to do her circles, triangles and squares. hahahah.
mhm tml still have to go to school to decorate until 230pm. hopefully we can finish by then. then after that going kap for lunch or something. tiredtiredtired now. and still stressed. but not so much anymore.
fernie
my heart will sing how great is our God
i can feel it everywhere
there's power in my soul
so let the river FLOW
can you feel the rushing wind
it's blowing deep within
my spirit is alive
my life has been revived!!
i've got the joy
i've got the peace of mind
i've got the faith, that the Holy Ghost will fill me everyday
i've got the life
i've got the melody
i've got the word, the word od God that sets me FREE!!
wheeee i love this song man.. SUPER NICE. hahah just singing it makes me feel so happie. ((: heh i just finished tuition and my mum was like asking me to eat my medicine from a chinese shop when lao shi went to the toliet. it was a packet of bitter powder of some sort lah. usually people hate to eat this kind of medicine but strangely i like it. heh. weird right. yar anyways its is suppose to be stirred with water but eat liddat also can lah, the mixing with water suppose to not make it so bitter. hahah i just took it and poured the powder down bit by bit. and when lao shi came out she was like super amazed and kept on saying that thing so bitter you can eat.. and she satrted ranting off other stuff i can eat which are quite bitter. hahah amused. ((:
-fernie
how can i remember that when an algebraic sum or whatever you call it looks like its impossible.. there's something called CROSS METHOD!!!!! howhowhow to remember??? :(
-tiffany
this esther ah.. anyhow draw the lion and snail. THAT'S NOT HOW I DREW IT K. it went something like this...
now thats the lion. and i din mean it to be you k, its one of my best animal drawings so i thought i draw that one lah. then halfway i remembered you nick. hahah sorry. (:
now this is the snail i drew. not THAT one. that one too ugly lah. this one nicer.. heh. x)
yeah if you don't know what i'm talking about, go see esther's blog and the explaination is aready there...
-tiffyy aka (:
i carn understand why you people behave like this. its surprising that sen can tolerate you all ever since like dunno when and its no wonder that he got kinda pissed today. you come to church to worship God and learn about Him from people who are more experienced in their faith than you are. and when you go to class, what do you all do? some of you use the worksheets to fold paper planes.. some talk about all sorts of stuff which has nothing to do with the lesson, some start taking out your phones and show pictures and blablabla... if someone asked you why do you go to church you will say like to learn more about Him. well, i don't believe you mean that. thats what you think on the outside cos people has been drumming that into your head but deep down inside, whether you all know it or not, you actually go to Ym just for sociallising, hanging out with guys cos you think its cool. well in God's Eyes, its NOT k. of you wanna do this kind of stuff you might as well go to ps which is like just opposite to do all that. you don't need to waste people's time who either try very hard to prepare a lesson which might be appealling to us or the people who come to church for the real reason.. i don't know if any of you might read this and if you do and you get pissed of at what i'm saying, i'm sorry but this is what i feel and some other people do too. some of you may think i'm like weak in saying stuff like these but unfortuantely your wrong k..
okays enough of this pissing off stuff, hahah but i really needed to say it out cos i think it has been tolerated enough. esp today when there was like 24 people in class? somemore all the noisy ones came. hahah after lesson, wayne who is from 1130service but occasionally comes to our class for 930service suddenly asked me like whether i stayed at acs hostel? hello? since when did i stay in a hostel? hahah it was weird lah. i think he was meaning the barker one cos if i remembered correctly there is one there and anyway he is in acsbarker. hahah. and do they admit girls? i dunno. it was super surprising lah. hahah
-tiffany
we were one big happy family and then suddenly everything is going out of place. as if a jigsaw puzzle has been turned over and the pieces fly all over the room. i wish mildred jie and edwin kor was back, and then it wouldn't seem so bad.. and yeah. miss both of you very much. hurry come back ok! sigh i just feel so drained ok. like someone said, you're going numb. i just wish everything would be how it was many years ago when we were kids and everyone was happy.... just happy.
well, i know its God's plan. though sometimes it may not seem to be what it suppose to be, i believe that someday we will be happy once again and He will guide us through the dark times. maybe slowly, without us knowing, he's picking up the puzzle pieces and fixing it back one by one(: well until then, we should spend our time in earnest prayer...
ps: haha don't worry too much about me, i'll be fine. if you all (you should know who you are) see me online you can still talk to me as usual.. haha maybe you can cheer me up((:
-tiffany
"i am the Way, the Truth and the Light"
haha guessed what happened today! jasmine nearly got into and accident with a BIRD!! hahah supid bird. well i shan't elaborate much and just say the jasmine and this mynah nearly collided into one another when she was on her way to return her plate during recess. hahah. stupid bird, can like fly higher right?? i believe birds are getting way too lazy these days. God gave you all wings to fly and yet you must choose to walk or fly like so low when you can fly higher. hahah maybe its the young generation of the birds.. (hahah the youths. sounds totally weird :p)
wah i've got chem test tml and whoops. someone has chem test tml too!! hahah. ours only chp1 though. heh. whats with liquid, solids, gases, particles and all the chemmy stuff (haha that was just random k) and, i finally finished up my history hw too!! hahah. after the bio period which ms yeo is using for our chem test, i will feel as if i have been liberated or something. haaaah.
okays i better go continue study my chem.. and yay. tml's there's handbells! at 4!! haha. extended lunch time. FINALLY. x)
-tiffany
'i'll become, even more undignified than this"
1 timothy 4:12
someone gave me this verse, and just reading it, it gave me the willpower to do exactly what the verse says. it was as if the Holy Spirit just touched me and gave me the encouragement to continue to live a life worthy of Him and be the example He wants me to be. and that is what i really want to be. i somehow feel this urge to do it, and make Him proud of me(: but it is not as easy as it seems. i know all around me there are people who are non christians, but i don't really know how to start. well, in me i think prayer is one of the best things i can do now, cos PRAYER CHANGES THINGS. amen. (:
chinese new year kinda of finished (yea i know there's 15days of it and why carn we have 15days of holiday??) and from some of the smses i received it seemed as if 2006 just started. well..i've come to realised that 2005 has been a very powerful year for me. the best times and the worst times happened to me but as i looked back, i see that whatever bad happened was really the beginning of the good stuff(: its really God's plan and i can see how he worked in my life in 2005. that just shows one thing: God is always working in your life, whether is it in the good times or bad times. amen!
one of the good stuff was that i truly came to know Christ and i really felt like a new person born again. why? cos i really felt that i could talk to Him anytime and somehow, i felt the Holy Spirit inside me. meaning, if i felt like doing something which erm.. isn't exactly right, i would stop and think that this isn't very right and i should do this and that first before doing it. and yes when i do something wrong i can feel my conceince (pardon me i know that's wrong spelling) telling me that i did something wrong. yep i know that earlier on i may seem terrible since i'm saying all these out, but now i'm not afraid to say it: cos i'm a brand new person! another thing is that i found someone i could confess my feeling to and i am extremely grateful to that person, cos you have been so sweet to me and so understanding, something i never felt another person has given me before. you really came to me at the right time and i believe that you were really sent by God to give me all the encouragement i needed and need. THANK YOU my dear friend and mentor to me(:
yes this are some of the good highlights in my 2005life besides getting into the handbell choir '06 and serving the Lord in the children's min.. i do not know what will happen in the future, all i know now is that i'm in the Lord's hands and He will direct me in His ways to become the servant He wants me to be.
-fernie
"i worship at your throne, whisper my own love song. with all my heart i'll sing, for you my dad and KING"